Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Lucky

Today I received my 67th review on DS posted on ff.net.

Here's why I think it's amazing:
- I haven't done any serious work for it in 2 years.
- I've broken deadline promises several times.
- It's 5 chapters in probably a 20+ chapters story.
- Van and Hitomi can barely survive their awkward reunion.
- Ch1 and 2 are horrible, and nothing happens in ch 3-5 except boring narrative.

It's amazing my readers don't hate me yet, don't you think?

And yet today, I received a very warm and generous review praising my work more than it is, more than I deserve. There's no scolding, no pointing of fingers, no lament on lack of romance, no complaint on the horrible prose. Instead, it is unconditional, it is understanding, it is overwhelmingly the most perfect review I never could have imagined.

Is it that? Or is it no more extraordinary than the other 66 reviews except for my own reception?

I think I have been taking my readers for granted. I haven't really given real thanks for their time and their feelings they invest into DS. I haven't been fair in toying with their expectations.

And it's amazing I am still lucky, isn't it?


First order of business (rather, second, as this post is the first), find a note-taking process.

edit: Gosh. I'm reading old posts and it's like...what the heck was I talking about?! Does anything come out of brain makes sense?! It's amazing how my readers can understand anything, honestly.

3 comments:

Nadou said...

Iam verry happy to find escaflowne fan like you, I love this serie since 7-8 years now, and it's hard to speak about that with someone today.
I hope you will continue your fanfic one day :)

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